1)In fifth grade, I had a terrifying experience with an ambulance involving my father. He thought he was having a heart attack one night, so we had to call 911. This instance will forever live in my memory as one of the worst days of my life.
Although all of these pictures are of actual ambulances, I remember this night of my fifth grade year as just seeing a bunch of red and my dad being taken out of our house. I hope to use a lot of red imagery in this piece. The color red is obviously because of the ambulance lights, but also because I think that the color depicts anger and fear.
I am unsure of what I will use to construct this piece and what the components would be. I am leaning towards using construction paper and clay (something of which I did not realize is not allowed in this project).
I hope that through making this piece, I get over my anxiety of seeing ambulances and break through the bad memories that I have had of this night. Being in college, I have definitely seen more of them, so it has been difficult, but I hope to break free of these feelings after eight years.

2) After thinking out ideas and ways to construct my piece, I cut two pieces of cardboard and made a display board that is stuck together with hot glue and blue artist tape. This idea ended up bring the right one, and I was able to make my full composition come to life.
3) My hopes for the sky would be darkness that was overshadowed by light; I tried capturing this by using oil paint and yellow, orange, red, and blue card stock paper. At first I was not totally pleased with its aesthetic, but after putting more pieces together, I decided it was the right move.



4) When doing the house, I just started cutting card stock and glueing pieces together. I was not sure which route I was going to take, but I decided on making a roof with folded paper that was brownish and had golden tones, complimenting it with a red-brick body.


I am unhappy right now with the window and door, but I am going back to fix that with darker paint, or cut out the windows completely with an exact-o knife.
5) In our final class of the semester, this was the progress of the project as a whole. I was basically miserable and did not like it at all. I was about ready to start over, but I knew that I definitely did not have enough time. In realizing that, I continued working on it by making the ambulance, and I had a much better result afterwards.

6) The ambulance was the key part in making this project more enjoyable. It was the focal point, so maybe I should have started the project with making this first (oh well). This was a picture taken in progress of the ambulance.

7) As I started getting more of the ambulance finished, this is the progress I have made in the right direction; I finally started liking my project. Although it is not exactly my vision of what I wanted to achieve, it is closer than it was after our final class of the semester. Many of the elements, including the sky, have started coming together so I am happy about that.

I love the shrubbery I made too; I think it pulls the piece in well together.


After working on it for several hours, I am definitely happier with how it is coming along.
8) Now, I am considering if I want the perspective of my final image to be like the one from above, or if I want to use the original idea and take the picture through a doorway. The original idea was to have the camera lens positioned under a door frame, so it would make the viewer look at the composition from an outsider perspective. I would still like to capture it that way, but I am unsure if that will work how I would like it to.
I like that my piece does not look completely realistic, but it also has an artistic feel to it. Although it does really look like painted paper, I am now realizing that I like that more than I did towards the beginning.
My process of the entire piece was pretty slow; I did not entirely have anything set until a week or so before the due date. I was struggling to get started mostly because I wanted it to turn out how I saw it in my head. I began with the display, started painting the sky, did the house, constructed the ambulance, and placed the shrubbery. What I have to do next, is finalize the position of the ambulance, make final touches on the house, and place the doorframe in a good position so that I can get the right perspective for my final image.
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10) My final image looks like this:

Even though it does not look completely realistic, I like how it looks surreal. Like dreams, they are not entirely concrete; details are jumbled and fake when you think about them after you wake up. I like how I blurred the background, and made the ambulance the focal point.